awaiting for the power of God to heal

I had a condition since my days in secondary school which not many pple noe, not even my gd friend (since sec. sch we knew each other until now) which is tension at my shoulders and neck...probably i think too much or cause by stress & anxiety but i realli wonder when will i receive my healing, whenever i read the bible of stories on mircales & healings or even testimony of others, when will it be my turn 4 the power of healing to enter into my life? get discourage at times bcos nothing had happened everytime we asked or being prayed by others, sometimes i realli wonder am i goin thru tis like Job in the bible or God is trying 2 work out something in me which is the fruit of patience & humility...i need 2 hear from Him again but it seems like i can't hear nor sense anything frm heaven...God is delaying the answers of my prayers? i juz need 2 b patient & continuing 2 ask in faith like a child...