God's Grace

i was wondering....haiz...i've always been thinking about my spiritual state dat i'm in rite now...
where is my 1st love? y my heart has grown cold? bcos of the things of the world or issues pertaining to life which have taken up in the my heart dat God has nowhere 2 be found in my heart anymore...i was careless dat i'm distracted & allow these things 2 enter into...

how am i returning back 2 God again? i confess all my sins weakness & acknowledge Him in my life once again...where is my faith after all dat i'm required 2 do?

was surprised 2 receive a letter from Tan tock Seng...
asking me to go for check-up cos they were notified dat the previous sch i was working with
had a child who was diagnosed with Tuberculosis (TB) ...
i had little knowledge of wad tis disease is all about but watch in TV drama serial dat pple will cough badly sometimes cough up blood...

so far i feel quite okay, dun think need 2 go 4 tis check-up...
cos noeing God will protect His pple by His grace & mercy...
i pray dat tis child will be healed by the power of God...