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Monday, September 26, 2005

wad is the purpose of life?

i'm glad God spoke 2 me earlier about philippians 2:13-14....i realized now why He is telling me all these. bcos of things happening in my family recently. 2dae i shared with the children about hell & heaven, i told them it is real & every minute real people are going down to the terrible place. sometimes, i ask myself if i have the priviledge being shown these things mayb i might live my life differently. i will not be where i am now. but God did not choose 2 tell me cos He knows me too well what & hu i'm really am.

during the week, i was reminded of "manessah"=holy forgetfulness. i want 2 stop looking back & move on in life. now that i'm finishing my course in 3-5 months time, wad is ahead of me? i'm looking 4ward for my job. i have found the dream sch called the little skool house that i really wan 2 work in but i wan 2 noe what is God's will. i'm still looking around but have 3 sch in mind. i put my trust in God tat He will lead me 2 the right sch.

after 2 months, i continue where i left my last thoughts on.....veri excited 4 the transition tat God wants 2 do in this nation. the bible sch....sch of leadership prophetic.....i want 2 b the one of them 2 b sent out....of course, in as much i also have 2 allow God 2 change me inside out thru trials.....if not, i will nvr noe what is realli made up of me inside.....even thru little things, i learn 2 b faithful, i'm anticpating tat day i can b sent out & labour 4 the Lord of the harvest....may my vision b renewed and expecting God 2 do something new in my life......2 forget the old things, nor consider the past........cos i hope in God of the future which is in His hands.....Praise Jesus 4 He is everlasting & He will nvr change cos He is the same today, yesterday and forever.....His heart is 4 the lost, the needy, 4 the backsliden people....tat none of them should perish....

2dae on my way 2 church, i remembered a song lyrics from philip craig - not because of who i am but b'cos of what You've done, not b'cos of what I've done, but b'cos of who You are...i am a flower quickly fading...time flies, and now that i am a young adult. our life on earth is realli short....u may think its 70 years is long or even 80 but i ask myself wad i have done 4 the past 24 years of my life.....?? i haven fulfill my calling/purpose in this life yet.....i wanna c the people around me got saved and come 2 noe Jesus...they all having a relationship wif Jesus....whooh! tat is revival.....our nation wil turn 2 God one day....i dun wan 2 b like solomon in the bible 2 live his life to the end and realize he had lived all his life on earth in vain....he miss out bcos of his compromises, i do not want these little things 2 cost a life time mistake or a wrong/rash decisions.....that we waste time on U-turning back to where we have left off the last time....God is wif us! His name is Emmanuel....and i noe He lives forever in our hearts.....i wan2 b used by God throughout my life...even when i am old, HE will stil use me, i believe.....wif all my heart....