1st day in sch in the year 2007

i'm working part-time @ Del-care now located at Fuji Xerox in the CBD,

today is the children first day of the year,

everything seems like a mess,

I'm constantly moving from 1 classroom to another,

from N1(P) to N1(L) then finally back to K1...

every1 is adjusting to the schedule,

I was taking care of a new boy name Nicholes,

he was alright initially but after realizing his parents are not around,

he started to cry for about 45min on and off,

my ears are really hurting (cos I'm carrying him; he's not light, k?)

i've tried everything to draw his attention to the environment

but after like 2-3 minutes, he will cry loudly again...

so i put him down and told him not to cry then i'll come and carry him again,

at times, he was standing by himself (still crying) and

open his arms and signaling "I want to be carried!"

at that point of time, i really want to laugh...(dunno y also)

however, i was patient enough to comfort him



and finally took his pacifier and placed into his mouth,



he then stopped his crying and sat quietly on my lap;



watching the rest of the children playing the gym room...[the next 5mins]

then his mother came into the room

all of a sudden, i was reminded of myself being the crying boy

being in the new environment & yet with assurancing

On CHRISTmas Day!!

haha : ) i'm now resting home the whole day

after sleeping for 11hrs since last night,

sitting down in front of my com, thinking what to type...

Blessed CHRISTmas to all of you & your family!!

hmm...wanting a short retreat by myself &

asking God for permission to go... (think He will say Yes!!)

excited to hear what God has in-store for nxt yr

& also reflecting myself of this whole yr,

been thru many small trials this yr,

one of them realli hits me badly, but thank God for

His Grace sustains me thru it all...

Praise God for His graciousness to help us in times of need!!

yeah!! am going for a retreat (it's only in spore)...

not wanting 2 spend also,

Thank God for friends around us,

I'm going 2 a new neighbourhood to stay for about 2 days,

it will be a fruitful time with my Beloved alone...Yeah!! Thank You Jesus!

Children's cmap is realli coming!! wheew!!

finally, the camp is coming...my team & i have alot to prepare for the games...

but i also believe the children will enjoy the games they played &

may they remembered God's Love is everlasting &

waiting for them to return if they fall away...

in times of storm & great turmoils, God has never stop loving His children..

though it may seem like a break for me, but with children around

you will not realli have enough rest physically

but i know all i need to do is to rest in God...&

i would regain my new life & strength from His ever-flowing rivers from His throne...

am excited to see God's hands to move not only in the adults or teachers & parents

but also the children will experience Jesus themselves in their own lives

in a very special way, i pray the children will open their hearts to God & move mightily

every time we meet in that place...

for those of you who have finished exams....or having holidays or "zhuo bo" for the time being...

do come and join us...

it's quite near church, nearest Mrt is Kovan,

walk 10minutes then will reach,

address: 795 Upper Serangoon Road

see you!!

time flies...children's camp is coming!!

hehe : ) children's camp is coming in 3 months time...this yr theme is the Love of God

we had our 1st meeting already...as usual i'm in-charge of games again

hmm...quite excited though cos we r also inviting other children to join us also

they will b from cornerstone pri. sch teachers of course, feels like another 1Big day

is coming again haha we need 2 sow in prayers & fastings yeah! 1Big day is not juz happening

in the youths but also in the lives of children, God is mighty 2 save all

bcos He is a big Big BIG God!

I believe God will do great things among the children

& every1 who comes 4 the camp! faith is rising...expecting God will move

many hearts 2 receive salvation & deposit seeds of turth into them,

they will not depart without knowing who God is

as they will experienced God themselves, Holy Spirit is our teacher

& we do not need anymore earthly teachers...

direction in life - which path 2 take?

recently, tis tot keeps coming back 2 me again...

which path shld i take when i finish my course end of tis yr? hmm...

i've been asking God several occasions...but haven got an answer from Him yet...

as i was thinkin about it, am reflecting the past 6mths some opportunities i encountered

entering into special needs schools (autism & ADHD) but i do nt have enuff experience

(though have some knowledge on them) at the back of my mind, i always wanted 2 enter into

PCF kindergartens or church kindergarten; the bk of proverbs said:

there is a way seems right 2 man but its end leads to destruction...

realli need 2 hear from God & discernment which way i shld go...

am mediating Proverbs 16:1, 3, 9

was talking wif 2of my sec schmates who r already in special education for several yrs...

tryin 2 find out more...my plan is go into kindergarten but i've not gotten any inclination

2wards either of these 2 directions - normal kindergarten or mixed kindergarten wif special

needs chn, pray dat God will direct me where His will is...

yeah!! catch the last 5mins of fireworks 2dae

whooh!! manage 2 catch the last 5 mins glimpse of 2nite's fireworks....hehe :)

it was indeed veri beautiful, its like the coming nearer 2 u

everytime they appeared b4 u in the sky...

got excited & letting out some shouts on and off...think i'm the noisiest among my friends

haiz...i think as usual la...i'm juz being who i am, sometimes i realli feel the younger ones

in the cell behave more mature than me...though it doesnt pressurize nor bother me till 2dae

as i'm reflecting back 2nite incident...i'm not tryin 2 compare myself wif them cos the bible

taught us not to ; found in

2 Cor. 10:11-13
v12 For we dare not class ourselves or compare ourselves with those who commend themselves. But they, measuring themselves by themselves,
and comparing themselves among themselves, are not wise.)

the most impt thing is i muz noe my identity in Christ...who am i in the eyes of the Lord?

miss fireworks

haha : )= quite duh...miss fireworks tis yr's NDP

though was out of the hse...i shldnt have gone out, mayb can catch a glimpse of it...

didnt realize it was early tis yr...or mayb every yr is around tis time but

i didnt noe it hehe : >

if i watch the parade every yr, would wanna cry in front of the TV....

dunno y but i feel like crying... as u c thousands and thousands of sporeans faces

& the govt pple, as if i can feel the heart of God 4 tis nation...

being born here & grew up in tis culture...realli a priviledge, i realli thank God 4 ordaining me

2 live in tis nation...